Jesus, The Scandal of Particularity: Some Exegesis on 1 Corinthians 1:23

Some exegesis on 1 Corinthians 1:23 (taken from my Master’s thesis: Christ Crucified, The Wisdom and Power of God: An Exegetical Analysis of I Corinthians 1:17–25 circa. 2003). Take the writing cum grano salis. I was yet a burgeoning writer, so you will notice certain grammatical infelicities throughout. Nonetheless, the exegesis is solid.

but we preach Christ crucified, to Jews a stumbling block and to Gentiles foolishness,

 ἡμεῖς δὲ κηρύσσομεν Χριστὸν ἐσταυρωμένον, Ἰουδαίοις μὲν σκάνδαλον ἔθνεσιν δὲ μωρίαν,

The next phrase, Χριστὸν ἐσταυρωμένον, is important because it brings the discussion back to that which is the cause of the adversative, noted above. This phrase serves as the content of the proclamation of foolishness, back in vs. 21.137 The term ἐσταυρωμένον is a perfect passive participle, and it is functioning as an adjectival-substantive participle, meaning the one who was crucified. The perfect participle carries the force of, “. . . describing an event that, completed in the past . . .,” and “. . . has results existing in the present time.”138 Thus Christ crucified carries with it the notion that Christ’s crucifixion stands as a past reality with its effects coming into the present.139 Lenski succinctly summarizes this phraseology:

The perfect participle ἐσταυρωμένον states that, one crucified, Christ now stands before us continuously as such. The fact of his crucifixion has become something permanent and enduring from the very moment when that fact occurred. This crucified Christ is both the sum of the gospel and the center from which every part of the gospel radiates, and in which all of its parts meet.140

The proclamation of Christ crucified is what serves as a stumbling block to the Jews and as folly to the Greeks.

Conversely, the next phrase, Ἰουδαίοις μὲν σκάνδαλον, ἔθνεσιν δὲ μωρίαν, “to the Jews, on the one hand, a stumbling block, and to the Greeks, on the other hand, foolishness.”141 The dative μὲν . . . δὲ construction, like in vs. 18, is noting the designation of two classifications of people. And the construction is also highlighting, “. . . the contrast between the interests of the Jews and the Greeks.”142 Nevertheless, the contrasts do not imply a different result in their judgment of the cross; rather it serves to highlight the point made in vs. 22, that “all” (i.e. Jew or Greek) human-centered wisdom will consider the message of the cross as foolishness (cf. vs. 21). Paul now turns to discuss the question, “what is the meaning of that saying?” (i.e. the saying that was just discussed, “We preach Christ crucified”). Paul provides a two-pronged approach to developing what this means first for the Jew, and then the Greek.

Paul approaches the Jew first and points out that the proclamation of Christ crucified serves as a σκάνδαλον, “. . . that which gives offense or causes revulsion, that which arouses opposition, an object of anger or disapproval, which is revolting to those who have no faith.”143 In concert with this definition, Conzelmann notes, “. . . There is correspondence between σημεῖα/σκάνδαλον . . ..”144 The correspondence is related to the definition of how Jews seek for validation of a work of God, as noted in vs. 22, they ask for signs or miracles. The Jews were aroused to opposition because Christ was a contradiction to what they expected. They expected great signs, but instead Messiah was crucified. Therefore, as Fee notes,

To the Jew the message of a crucified Messiah was the ultimate scandal. Although in Roman times the Jews did not crucify, they did afterward hang those who had been stoned, especially blasphemers and idolaters. They saw hanging therefore as the fulfillment of Deut. 21:23, because anyone who is hung on a tree is under God’s curse.145

From the Jewish perspective, which had imposed their criteria upon the dealings of God, Christ could not be the Messiah.

In the same vein, Paul turns to ἔθνεσιν146, the Greeks from vs. 22. Although this time He explicitly refers to them as Gentiles. The term ἔθνος, from which the plural ἔθνεσιν is derived, carries with it the definition of: “. . . heathen, pagans, Gentiles.”147 Paul by way of parallel, with vs. 22, notes the Greeks as pure pagans.148 Paul continues and states that these Gentiles consider the proclamation of Christ crucified, as μωρία. This notion of μωρία is commented on by BAGD, they state, “Conversely, to all those who are lost 1:18 and esp. to the Gentiles vs. 23, the Christian preaching of a Savior who died a slave’s death on the cross was μ. It has pleased God to save the believers διὰ τ. μωρίας τοῦ κηρύγματος vs. 21.”149 The Gentiles could not receive the slave’s death on a cross as meeting their expectations of wisdom, therefore this message is pure foolishness to them.150

BAGD highlights the usage of this word, μωρία, from vss. 18, 21, and 23. Two of the three usages denote it as the Gentiles considering God’s wisdom as folly. But one of the usages they note, in vs. 21, relates the foolishness of the proclamation with God’s wisdom. And it is through such a reception of God’s wisdom, that a person is considered, one of those called. Therefore, Paul adversatively turns the discussion to those who receive the wisdom and power of God.

 

141 Translation provided by the author of this paper.

142 Kistemaker, I Corinthians, 61.

143 Bauer, A Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament, 760.

144 Conzelmann, A Commentary on the First Epistle to the Corinthians, 47.

145 Fee, The First Epistle to the Corinthians, 75-76.

146 There is a variant reading on this term, and it is followed by the Textus Receptus. The Textus Receptus is following later manuscripts. The desire in following this variant reading was to make Paul’s terminology consistent. Metzger notes this variant reading in Bruce M. Metzger, A Textual Commentary on the Greek New Testament, 2nd ed. (Germany: Deutsche Bibelgesellschaft, Stuttgart 1994), 480.

147 Bauer, A Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament, 217.

148 Conzelmann, A Commentary on the First Epistle to the Corinthians, 47.

149 Bauer, A Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament, 533.

150 Consult Kistemaker, 1 Corinthians, 59. He provides good summative coverage on the Gentiles perspective of the death of someone on the cross.

Constructively Correcting Calvin’s Doctrine of Assurance: Resourcing Barth and TFT

From the conclusion on my personal chapter for my co-edited/authored book, Evangelical Calvinism: Dogmatics&Devotion: Volume 2. My chapter is entitled: “Assurance is of the Essence of Saving Faith” Calvin, Barth, Torrance, and the “Faith of Christ”. In it I offer a charitable corrective of John Calvin’s doctrine of assurance of salvation (or lack thereof), by resourcing the theologies of Karl Barth and Thomas Torrance, respectively.

What we have come to see is that assurance of salvation, dogmatically understood, is fully grounded in Jesus Christ. From Calvin, to Barth, to Torrance, union with Christ and the vicarious humanity of Christ provides the foundation for how to understand assurance of salvation and how it should be framed; that the faith of Christ for us is the only real saving faith, as such elect people can only participate from that faith for them. It is this reality, as we have seen, that allows the seeker (of assurance) to realize that indeed assurance is of the essence of faith; precisely because faith is a reality that comes from God in Christ and not individual human beings. We also came to see, particularly in Barth and Torrance, that election and reprobation should be understood to be fully concentrated in the vicarious humanity of Christ. Again, what this does is to evacuate the question of whether or not Jesus died for me, and instead allows all of humanity to keep their eyes fully on Jesus because Jesus, in this frame, died for all of humanity. As a result, any space that could allow for anxiety has been erased, and Jesus is understood to be the one that stands in the gap between God and all of humanity in his vicarious humanity. We have come to see that from this vantage point assurance is the essence of saving faith because to think salvation is to fully think Jesus and not ourselves. Assurance for the Evangelical Calvinist, then, is of the essence of saving faith because it is not an individual’s faith that saves them, but instead it is the vicarious faith of Jesus Christ. We look to Christ, then, and no one else, not even ourselves; particularly when we think things salvation. Jesus Christ is assurance.

 

Confessions On Why I Do Theology

I have been asked over the years why I do what I do; in regard to reading and writing theology. I’ve been asked if this is some sort of hobby for me (one time I was assertively told that that is all this ever could be). I am always taken aback by this question. I look at inhabiting Scripture as my life, not a vain thing. I look at good theology as an extension of, and deep dive into the inner-reality of Scripture; which is, Jesus Christ. I look at my Christian existence, and the doing of theology therein, as my lifelong discipleship project; as my sanctification; and this, wrapped in a doxological frame. But I didn’t arrive at this perspective without years of trial and tribulation. It has been those seasons of despair where the Lord has broken down all of the artificial and cultural structures funding my being, and rebuilding from there; on the foundation that only God alone can lay in Jesus Christ. And of course, these seasons ebb and flow continuously as the Christian’s life. I don’t view reading the Bible, reading theology, doing theology, practicing theology, as anything other than as an act of loving worship of my Father; indeed, of the triune life of my God.

I can sort of understand how that might look like a hobby to some. But at least for me, in the economy of God’s kingdom, I have no other categories through which to be in a constant growing and learning relationship with the living God. Indeed, I’m unsure how it is possible to really live the Christian life otherwise. It is false to reduce theology to a purely intellectual type of masturbation. This would indeed be some type of hobby of idolatry, wherein the person’s navel becomes something of their own holy of holies. God forbid that I would fall prey to ever viewing the engaging of theology as a hobby to massage the intellect with. For me, it is an Affective Theology that is at work, as that is grounded in the vicarious life of Christ whom I have come into the grace of adoption with. I have no categories for thinking the Christian life except through very intentional categories as those; indeed, as those are ever afresh anew apocalyptically inbreaking into my life as a Christian from this moment to the next by the mercy of the triune God.

My life, I always hope, is simply to be a witness to the ground of my life; who is the Christ. And in order for that to be an organically spiritual thing, it must be one that is deeply rooted in doing the work of rightly dividing the Word which is truth. For me, it has to be all or nothing. And even my all, apart from Christ, is never enough. But as Paul says: we aim for perfection. That is, we aim for the eschatological life of God to keep renewing us by both His death and life, as that is given expression through the mortal members of our bodies.

This is not a pietism. It is instead a devotion for Christ propelled by the very passion of His life for me, as my own. In other words, this approach of worship flips what is typically understood as a pietism on its head. It does this by understanding that the condition for living the Christian existence before God entails the concrete life of Christ as the ecstatic ground that it is, as He has come to us for us, and in turn, taken us with Him into the bosom of the Father. So, it isn’t a turn to the subject, and then only following, a reflexive turn to God. It is an immediate turn upward to God through the inner union Christians have come to have with Christ for them and in them by the Holy Spirit.

Grok’s Synopsis On How Barth Influences the Development of My Own Theological Project

I asked Grok to characterize and summarize Barth’s influence on my own theology. I rather like its response:

Bobby Grow, a theologian and blogger, has developed a distinctive approach to Evangelical Calvinism that draws heavily from Karl Barth’s theological framework. This influence manifests in Grow’s emphasis on a Christ-centered critique of classical Reformed theology, prioritizing God’s self-revelation in Jesus Christ over speculative metaphysics or natural theology. Grow’s work, including his 2022 ThD dissertation on assurance and knowledge of God in Calvinist thought, reflects Barth’s impact by reorienting Calvinist themes through a relational, dialogical lens inspired by Barth’s Church Dogmatics and his rejection of abstract philosophical constructs of God.

At the core of Barth’s influence on Grow is the concept of “dialogical theology,” which Grow describes as a “talking-theology” rather than a “thinking-theology.” This approach starts from God’s immediate address to humanity in Christ, bypassing foundationalist philosophies that Grow sees as dominating neo-classical theism. Grow contrasts this with speculative methods, arguing that true theology emerges from encounter with the living God, echoing Barth’s insistence on God’s freedom and primacy in revelation. For instance, Grow highlights Barth’s ethics built on the Great Commandment, emphasizing freedom for God and others as determined by Christ’s Word, which aligns with Grow’s own evangelical impulses.

Grow frequently engages Barth’s critiques of natural theology and metaphysical “gods,” applying them to contemporary issues like New Age ideologies or Protestant scholasticism. In one post, Grow discusses Barth’s interaction with Mary Baker Eddy and Christian Science, using it to warn against inward-curved self-salvation narratives, which he ties to Barth’s emphasis on God’s “militant Grace” breaking in from outside (extra nos). This reflects Grow’s adoption of Barth’s Kantian and Feuerbachian influences to dismantle anthropocentric theologies, favoring instead a theology of the cross inspired by Barth and Martin Luther.

Barth’s reshaping of doctrines like election and predestination also permeates Grow’s thought. Grow references Pierre Maury’s impact on Barth, noting how it led to a Christological revision of election that avoids traces of natural theology or philosophical abstraction. This informs Grow’s broader critique of Reformed traditions, where he argues Barth offers a more evangelical resource than Protestant orthodoxy, resonating with figures like Thomas F. Torrance. Grow contends that evangelicals retrieving scholasticism overlook Barth’s alignment with biblical immediacy and relationality.

Overall, Barth’s theology provides Grow with tools to advocate for an “Athanasian Reformed” perspective, emphasizing Christ’s vicarious humanity and the Trinity’s onto-relational life. Grow’s prolific blogging and posts often defend Barth against caricatures, positioning him as a modern Athanasius who prioritizes the concreteness of God’s revelation in Christ over rationalist or pietist alternatives.

This influence has shaped Grow’s identity as a theologian committed to evangelical fidelity while challenging inherited orthodoxies.

Reading the Bible Through and Through

Just finished again, by God’s grace and mercy. The way I do it is to just start at the beginning and read straight through. While I’m in the OT I am concurrently reading whatever NT books I feel led to read at any given time. Once I make it into the NT I just read the NT through until the read through is complete. At points, on this viatorum, I have read the OT in the Tanakh (Hebrew Bible) order. I read various translations (and I have read through the NT in the original Koine Greek), but my go to has been the NASB (now the NASB95). Without this commitment to reading and meditating on Holy Scripture I wouldn’t be here with you today. Soli Deo Gloria

Twitter Miscellanies: From Evangelical Calvinism to Critical Theory

Here are four ‘posts’ I Tweeted in succession earlier today. This is sort of a miscellanies, and I thought I would post them here as well.

I

Neo-Marxism and Critical Theory is not the key that unlocks the kerygma (Gospel) for the world; Jesus does that. Jesus plundered the frailty and wickedness of a fallen humanity in the asumptio carnis, and out of that poverty made us rich from His riches. It is only the Gospel itself that is the power of God; that is, Jesus Christ. With Christ comes the tools, categories, and emphases to engage with a fallen world from the inside out. It is sheer arrogance and utter theology of glory that leads the theologians and pastors to imagine that they have the mastery to pierce the veil of nature and plunder it. Only God in Christ is capable of such a feat, and the second He did that He was intent on following the Jerusalem road; which eventuated in Him putting ‘nature’ to death and re-creating a new nature, a new humanity. This is the Gospel key for engaging this world system. There are no critical tools to plunder from the old-nature; for that realm has been put to death by the death of Christ. So, we walk by faith not sight; we walk in the reality of the resurrection from whence our tools come to us from the eschatos of God’s life for us in Jesus Christ. Neo-Marxism and Critical Theory is purely Antichrist and the doctrine of demons all the way down.

II

For much (most) of American (Western) Evangelicalism it seems clear to me that her Babylonian Captivity is finally blossoming. Her uncritically examined pietistic roots, and thus turn to the subject anthropology, is finally giving way to what might be called the: being and becoming of a Babylonian Christian. A Babylonian Christian can no longer distinguish between God’s Word and their word; they are the same, in effect. The scandalous nature of the Gospel has become too scandalous for the Babylonian Christian, as such the more genteel culture has been allowed to regulate the way the Babylonian Christian thinks and lives; all in the name of Jesus Christ. The Babylonian Christian is not allowed to speak of hell, or to maintain, along with Jesus, that there are people who are children of the devil. That is hard doctrine, and the Babylonian Christian will not hear it, and definitely not speak it! The Babylonian Christian has a total fear of appearing as a Fundamentalist, out of step with the modern foot. kyrie eleison

III

I didn’t grow up as a Calvinist. My way into Calvinism is circuitous; and it isn’t your grandpa’s Calvinism either. I’m an After Barth (like trad) “Calvinist” or Reformed person. There are real antecedents in the Reformed tradition that pre-date Barth, Torrance et al. which I was introduced to by my former historical theology prof in an iteration known as Affective or Free Grace theology (of the Puritan period). Some of these past emphases find corollary with what Barth and TFT developed latterly; indeed, ironically after Von Harnack. All this to say that my “Reformed faith,” while confessional, in a reified sense, is quite Free church in orientation. I have never in my entire life affirmed a decretal God, or the 5 Points of Calvinism, for example. This may be why I’m so openly constructive in in my appropriation of various theological loci and theologians. My concern is to live and breathe in a theological frame that is slavishly regulated by the centrality and reality of Jesus Christ concentration as the ground and grammar of all that was, is, and will be.

IV

Something I Tweeted: Evangelical Calvinism, of the sort that me and Myk Habets propose in our two books, and what I write about at my blog, is not 5 Point Calvinism and is counter classical Federal/Covenantal theology. People almost always presume that to be Calvinist equals the aforementioned. Indeed, the iteration we propose has roots in the contemporaneous development and history of the so-called classical Calvinism (think Westminster); but what we imbibe operates from a Calvinism focused on God’s triune filial life as the ground and grammar of all theological reflection. We emphasize a God of winsome love and grace, rather than a brute God of law and gratuitous decrees. This is in the history and development of Reformed theology, but most Reformed et al know nothing of this. It is a revisionist history that makes people think Westminster Calvinism was always and the only orthodox form of Reformed theology. Evangelical Calvinism works from what my former historical theology professor identifies as Affective theology in the theology of someone like Richard Sibbes. We work from the more contemporary framing of theologians like Thomas F. Torrance, and his Scottish Theology, along with the Swiss man, Karl Barth and the whole *After Barth* trad that has developed subsequent to him. We represent a genuine stream in Reformed theology that you would be churlish to ignore. You would do well to acknowledge the breadth of the Reformed tradition and not come under the false illusion that Westminster Calvinism is the only thing going.

More Explanation On My Developing Views; My Blog Name; and Academia

Let me clarify further on my last post. I am in a bit of flux at the moment. The work we have done with Evangelical Calvinism has left an indelible mark on my theological formation that will never go away. I have not abandoned anything that we have put forward with Evangelical Calvinism. But my theological identity and sensibilities are greater than, more complex than being reduced to ‘The Evangelical Calvinist.’ Again, I will always be grateful to Myk Habets for including me in the work of Evangelical Calvinism; most particularly the two books we co-edited together. But I think I want to shed, a bit, simply being known as the Evangelical Calvinist. I think the language of Calvinist can be misleading. As I noted in my last post, if we were to detail some very significant doctrinal loci in my own theological understanding, we wouldn’t probably come up with anything that is meaningfully Calvinist, per se. For me, the moniker Evangelical Calvinist, can be reduced to the theological impulses forwarded by Karl Barth; more than anyone else. What I don’t want to communicate, from my last post, is that I am a strident Anabaptist, say in the mold of someone like John Howard Yoder, or contemporary Anabaptists of today. I am broadly Reformed, and yet “Radically” so in the sense that Barth’s reformulation of the themes present in the ‘Reformed’ faith represent the reformulations I am happy to sign on with in the main. In this sense I am Radically Reformed; and insofar as the historic Radically Reformed (namely, the Anabaptists) imbibe this sort of ‘Barthian’ mood in a pre-chronistic way, we might say that I am Radically Reformed. It would though be a mistake to think of me as an Anabaptist writ large. I am not. I am broadly Reformed, some might call this Evangelical Calvinist ; indeed, I would still call this Evangelical Calvinism. But I want to be clear about this on a historical spectrum. If I was alive during the Reformer’s period, doctrinally, mostly because of my views on baptism and the Free church, I would have most likely been persecuted by the reformers. So, this makes for an interesting dilemma. In the passage of time we have of course have hindsight, and things have continued to develop doctrinally. But it is this that sort of pushed me, the other day, to bring up the whole Anabaptist trope. It is the reality that if I was alive during the magisterial reformation I very well could have been drowned as an Anabaptist; but then again, so could have Barth.

So, there is that. But my posts from the yesterday also were functioning occasionally and at a ‘sub’ level. In other words, I had just experienced more snubbing on FB in regard to a discussion on baptism. I provocatively stated that believer’s baptism is the biblical option, and all others are simply ‘hermeneutical.’ Of course this is going to garner some pushback, but what it illustrated for me is just how deep rooted reception of the Great Tradition of the Church has seeded itself into the psyches of many ‘evangelical’ Christians. But this I reject! As a Protestant Christian I am fully committed to the Scripture Principle in radical ways (thus my reference to Anabaptism). And this is the bigger issue here; i.e. how does (or ought) Church Tradition relate to the interpretation of the Bible? This is what has finally pushed me over the edge. This is why I made the radical move of claiming to be in sympathy with the spirit of Anabaptism (even I myself am not really Anabaptist in the way that has come to be understood in the contemporary). I think it is important to be ‘catholic,’ or in line with conciliar Christianity; but in a qualified way. As a Reformed Christian I am deeply and even radically committed to the intent of sola Scriptura, and here in a way that I do think fits better with the spirit of that as imbibed by the Anabaptists over against the Reformed, simpliciter. I think the Christological and Theological Proper ecumenical creeds are decisive and important, but even they are constantly confronted by the reality of Holy Scripture. In other words, I do not see the creeds as definitive in the same way as many of my evangelical theological contemporaries seem to see them. I do not give the Church’s Trad the power to be the concrete within which the reality of Holy Scripture must be fastened. I keep referring to the reality of Holy Scripture with the hopes that you, the reader, are seeing the way I see Scripture; that it is instrumental or as Calvin called Scripture the ‘spectacles’ by which we see God in Christ. But I want people to understand, that at least for me, the Tradition in the Church, and appealing to it, in my view, does not necessarily make someone ‘catholic,’ per se. It is Christ who is the regula fide, or ‘rule of faith,’ not the so called consensus fideilum located in the Church. Christ is God’s Free Grace for us who continuously afresh and anew has the capacity to confront us, and even challenge the creeds and confessions of the Church; as great and grammar-forming as those are. Bruce McCormack more succinctly and eloquently summarizes all of this as he describes Barth’s approach to the Tradition:

I say all of this to indicate that even the ecumenical creeds are only provisional statements. They are only relatively binding as definitions of what constitutes “orthodoxy.” Ultimately, orthodox teaching is that which conforms perfectly to the Word of God as attested in Holy Scripture. But given that such perfection is not attainable in this world, it is understandable that Karl Barth should have regarded “Dogma” as an eschatological concept. The “dogmas” (i.e., the teachings formally adopted and promulgated by individual churches) are witnesses to the Dogma and stand in a relation of greater or lesser approximation to it. But they do not attain to it perfectly—hence, the inherent reformability of all “dogmas.” Orthodoxy is not therefore a static, fixed reality; it is a body of teachings which have arisen out of, and belong to, a history which is as yet incomplete and constantly in need of reevaluation.[1]

It is the eschatological character of all of theological discourse that marginalizes even the so called Great Tradition of the Church, and calls the consensus fidelium into question in regard to its ability to be ultimately definitive and thus authoritative. It is Christ alone, and the viva vox Dei therein, that is definitive and authoritative for the Christian. This means that authority in the Church, interpretive or otherwise, by definition cannot, and definitely should not be understood as reducible to the voice of the Church; no matter how “catholic” this is considered to be. Christ is God’s catholicity for the world, and it is our union and participation with Christ that makes the Christian pervasively catholic. So appealing to the Church, and her Church  Fathers as the ground upon which someone is considered to be catholic or not, in my view, is ultimately fallacious and question begging. To appeal to the Church’s consensus does not accomplish what I think its promoters hope for; all that appeal does, ironically, is result in a sectarian ‘in’ or ‘out.’ But for the Christian the in/out is whether someone is for Christ or against Him. How we understand Christ in an intelligible or ‘theological’ fashion, while highly important, does not in itself ground the Gospel; instead Christ the person (itself a theological grammarism, i.e. to use the language of person etc.) is definitive for what it means to be part of the Church catholic. Appeal to Christ alone, through Scripture alone, by God’s grace alone, through faith alone, to the glory of God alone is and ought to be the determinative ought of the Christian’s appeal; not Church Tradition, per se.

As far as my comments on academia in my last two posts: those still stand in the main. Although I would like to clarify: I am not referring to particular people, per se. I have great admiration for many academics, people who I have come to know via social media. But it is the complex of academia, and what it takes to be “accepted” therein that I find to be deleterious to the soul. I am done trying to “fit in” by rubbing shoulders with other people seeking the same sort of validation by their peers in regard to actually being a Christian scholar in the know or not. This is at odds with what I take to be a healthy Christian spirituality, and indeed, in my view, contributes to the continual divide between theological academia and the Church’s body life. There is a place for rigorous thought, and peer pushback, but when that becomes the sign of the Kingdom things have gone awry. When status is determined by how many publications one has, or what institutions they are associated with, there is going to be a corrosive built into that that is too hard to overcome; and shouldn’t need to be overcome. For me, I can no longer stomach this sort of “community”; one that is based on someone’s CV and achievements. Think about that, how does a community based on such characteristics cohere with the Gospel reality? It doesn’t!

I am simply going to go with my name as the title of my blog now. I think this better signifies what this whole process is about; for me it is about continuing to grow as a Christian in a way that is broader than anyone label can bear. While, in the main, I am a Reformed Christian; I am Radically Reformed in the sense that Barth and After Barth is radically Reformed. Not necessarily Anabaptist, but in a way that the spirit of Anabaptism is taken up along with the desire to be always reforming in the spirit provided for by the reality of Holy Scripture in Jesus Christ. If you want to think of this in terms of Evangelical Calvinism, as Myk and I have laid that out in our books (and here on my blog over the years), then yes, do that. But I am attempting to think even more expansively than that; to simply think of myself as radically Reformed under the terms already noted. Hopefully this post is more clarifying than my last two in regard to my aims. Peace out.

 

[1] Bruce L. McCormack, Orthodox and Modern: Studies in the Theology of Karl Barth (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic, 2008), 16.

A Brief History on My Theological Blogging Career and Its Christ Concentrated Orientation

Theological blogging has been a formative thing for me since I started doing it in the Spring of 2005. This current iteration of my blogging life is the longest standing url and location I’ve been since I started blogging. My first blog was called The Stumbling Block and I used the now defunct ‘blogsome’ (WP based) as my host and platform. From that original blog I probably had ten other iterations with various urls and platforms (including Blogger, WordPress, and Typepad as my hosts). I finally settled in with this current blog in 2009, and have stuck with it since. I originally was going to use this blog to promote my work, along with Myk Habets, on what we call Evangelical Calvinism (given further clarification in our two edited volumes 2012 and 2017, respectively); but I obviously have turned it into my general theological medium.

What is it about theological blogging, that for me, is so therapeutic? Blogging, for me, represents a place where I can post my daily theological thoughts in a way that has the benefit of not only being beneficial for me, but maybe others. Writing with the idea that my own theological self-expression might also serve the dual purpose of edifying the church has always impassioned me. You see, believe it or not, I love God’s people and His church; first because I love God. And in lieu of meeting my aspirations to be involved in church ministry or being a theology professor, blogging has helped fill in that basic gap in my life and orientation. When I went to Bible College and Seminary my first intention was to grow in the grace and knowledge of Jesus Christ, personally; but my second intention was to do so, so I might be used of the Lord to edify His church. Because of a variety of circumstances, mostly having to do with ‘market demands’ (i.e. what the churches are looking for in their pastors; and what Bible Colleges and Seminaries require for professorships e.g. being PhDd [which is unfortunate]), the door to full-time Christian ministry has been closed to me. But what hasn’t been closed is my passion to know God, and my desire to edify Christ’s church. This is the lacuna, in my life, that the blog has helped to fill. It has allowed me to network with many others in the theological world, and make contacts that outwith the blog would never have been made.

At a more visceral level, blogging has helped me channel my thoughts into a more constructive and articulate way, that without it they may only have remained as intangible thought-waves floating around in the sea of my synapses left undiscovered (by me). In other words, as I have in my sidebar “I count myself one of the number of those who write as they learn and learn as they write.”[1] It is as I write that, in a way, I teach myself. The writing itself brings forth notions that I have maybe subconsciously picked up through my various readings, and hadn’t actually realized were there until I simply sat down and started writing and reflecting. This is probably the most exciting thing to me about blogging, and what you’ll notice is that it isn’t contingent upon other’s approval. Blogging is indeed a moment of self-expression, wherein there is an unrestrained (pretty much) level of freedom just to write whatever I want when I want; this in itself has a liberative affect promoting further writing, reading, and reflection. And so, I write mostly for myself, at the end of the day; but I am also very hopeful that in this process it still has some sort of capacity to benefit others as well.

It is all the aforementioned ingredients that motivate me to continue blogging. I will continue to blog, Lord willing, until my fingers and synapses no longer work. I actually need to blog for my own mental and emotional well being and health. I am prone to despondency and deep turns into the self and inner-recesses of my own mind; none of these things are healthy, indeed, they have been quite destructive for me in my past. And so, blogging, at the end of the day, functions as a balm, or even a cure for this sort of despondency; as a medium it has the compellation of taking me outside of myself, and putting myself on ‘paper.’ But it isn’t simply a psychological maneuver I am referring to; NEIN. It is the THEOLOGICAL aspect of my blogging that is the succor for me. It isn’t just me taking myself out of myself and putting me on paper, it is the Lord Jesus Christ who has called me to Himself and shown me that my life is grounded in His; that my life has an ec-static reality to it, in His extra life for me. It is this extra in Christ wherein my blogging is given ultimate motivation and shape. It is my desire to know God in Jesus Christ that motivates me to write, and to continue to write; it is my desire to pursue Him with all that I am in and from Him that endures me to the writing process that is inextricable to being a ‘blogger.’ And so, I like to think that it is my theology itself, Christ concentrated as it is, that drives me to continue blogging and writing; for myself and the church.

Thus, the form of my blogging, Christ-conditioned as it is, is given material heft and trajectory by the books that this sort of Christic conditioning lead me to. I focus on historical and constructive theology, and the sorts of authors who I think do that best; because of this commitment to know God in Jesus Christ. As such my blog posts, in the main, have the sort of shape and character they do precisely because of the sort of theology I am committed to. This might seem like a self-evident explication, but it is interesting to me, as I look at my posts over the years, how the primary shape of them has mostly to do with a Christ concentrated way of thinking and writing. I take this as a gift from the Lord; I mean the focus He has built into me towards being obsessed with Jesus as the center of all theological programming; just as He is the center and teleology of all life and purpose.

Maybe this has given you a little more insight into my blogging career and why I do what I do. If you’re a reader I thank you for your support, and hopefully some of my desire to edify you all has and does take place through the variety of my various postings. Blessings.

[1] St. Augustine cited by John Calvin.

I Need a Real Knowledge of God

I want to have a real knowledge of God, and so I look to Christ. This isn’t some cliché academic anecdote I am just throwing out there, it is historicaljesusfor real. I know that for some people doing academic theology remains just that; a highly intellectualist endeavor that at the end of the day doesn’t ultimately penetrate their Christian walks, but instead pads their CVs. If that’s you, then the rest of this post will probably not mean much to you; in fact it might sound somewhat melodramatic to you, but I don’t really care, it isn’t.

When I say that I want to have a real knowledge of God I mean that; I truly want to know (not with hundred percent certainty of course, not without remainder in every possible way)–with all of the provisionality connoted–I want to know that I am engaging with the real God, the real God who is the Christian God, and not some sort of metaphysical philosophical construction papered over with traditional Christian God-language. So for me (as I am sure for most Christians of every stripe, ideally) having a real knowledge of God does not entail an academic approach to knowing God (even though many people who even read what I am writing here will say that my approach is too academic; of course I am not sure what their approach is), it entails a visceral, even palpable need for God. I don’t need an abstract God, and thus I don’t need a God in the abstract; I need a God who can “save” me. I don’t know about you, but I deal with sin on an ongoing basis (I have my pet sins you have yours), and I need to know a God who can get into that situation and radically change it. This is my first real problem in fact towards having a real knowledge of God; me. I get in the way over and again. But this is what I am talking about; I am not trying to be cute or novel, I am being serious right now. I don’t need a theoretical God, I need a God in the concrete who not only can deal with my first major problem at a depth level, and deal with it in such a way that he provides a remedy for it; but I also need a God who can continue to deal with this depth sin problem of mine in an ongoing and powerful way, and hopefully at the same time he will allow me to know him as he takes off my sinward blinders and puts new spectacles on me.

Thankfully, as some solid theology teachers have noted, this is exactly the kind of God we have been given in Jesus Christ. Not only does he deal with my sin problem (on a daily basis too), but in that very dealing (or reconciliation between myself and God), he reveals himself to me so that I can have a real knowledge of God from a center in himself in his Son, Jesus Christ.

What would I do without this real knowledge of God in Christ? I would be the worst of sinners, no doubt! I would be worse than I am now, which is pretty scary to be sure. Without the resurrection, which we just happen to be celebrating today; without the wisdom of the cross of Christ I could never hope to have a real knowledge of God. I am afraid some of this discussion, among the theological types, has become all too academic and abstract. It is hard to come across discussions about a knowledge of God that don’t quickly reduce into an academic argument say about “death of God” theology versus postmetaphysical theology versus social conceptions of God, etc. Sure, yes, these are all important things to discuss, but if we lose sight of their context (so that we can have a real knowledge of God), and if their context’s become enclosed upon themselves and self-referential ends, then it all becomes too abstract, and real knowledge of God gets lost in our pursuit of a theology of glory rather than a theology of the cross.

Not sure if any of this has made sense. But this is just me being bloggy, and reflecting as transparently as I can about stuff; and yes, maybe even this reflection has gotten too abstract (sorry about that!).

Everything you never wanted to know about Bobby Grow, 2014 edition.

I thought I would write a reflective post on how things are going; this seems like a good time to write a post like this given the time of year it is bobbyhat(the beginning of 2015). I will be reflecting on life, on my walk with Jesus Christ, on perspective and how things continue to unfold in my own individual signature on the wall of salvation history.

I am almost five years removed from DSRCT, the cancer I was diagnosed with in late 2009. I still have nerve damage in my feet (neuropathy) from the chemo I went through back then, but other than that (minus one kidney, and some gortex inside my body) I am doing well (my next and final official check-up with my oncologist is at the end of February … a CT scan). Sometimes I wonder why I am still alive; when you are spared of something like DSRCT, you ask the question “why,” why did I survive? I think built into living through a typically terminal cancer there is almost an expectation associated with, especially as a Christian[s]. People, Christian and non-Christian alike seem to assign some sort of grander purpose, some sort of bigger narrative to your life because of survival, as if God must have some sort of extra-special thing, some sort of special reason for allowing me to live on. In reality I have come to conclude that I don’t really believe that that is true, other than the testimony to God’s grace and superabundant power that gets magnified because of my survival; so maybe that’s enough. But that isn’t really any different than anyone else, any other Christian. We all have an astounding testimony and witness bearing capacity purely because of who Jesus Christ is for us and with us! Anyway, that was kind of a random thought, but that’s what this whole post will be.

Ah, employment. What to say?! I currently work for the railroad (as a Conductor/Switchman); before that I worked for a dairy (on the corporate/processing side of things); and before that I worked for Toyota (corporate side of things/imports from Japan off the ships); and before that an array of various jobs (through school). I earned an MA degree in biblical studies and theology, and a BA degree before that in the same thing back in 2001 and 2003 respectively; I had ideally hoped that I would be in “full time” pastoral ministry, or maybe a professor of theology; alas, those dreams have been shattered upon the rocks of reality (but I haven’t lost total hope, with God all things are possible!) So instead I have become a theological blogger, a theological author and editor, and an Evangelical Calvinist. Talking about Evangelical Calvinism …

I became an Evangelical Calvinist back in and around 2009, when I started my first iteration of The Evangelical Calvinist over at a blogger url. Becoming an Evangelical Calvinist began to take shape rather organically; starting the blog was one move that led there, coming into contact with Myk Habets was another move, and reading Thomas F. Torrance’s book Scottish Theology was the primary move that led to the blog, led me to reading an essay by Myk, and then eventuating in contact with Myk, which led to publishing to our first edited book together entitled Evangelical Calvinism: Essays Resourcing the Continuing Reformation of the Church in 2012. This trend continues on as Myk and I are under contract for a second volume Evangelical Calvinism book, probably due out in and around 2016. It is kind of strange to be identified as an Evangelical Calvinist, the language causes confusion for almost everyone who first encounters it. Beyond that it sounds like I love Calvin more than Jesus with such nomenclature attached to my name online and everywhere; but in the end I really just love Jesus, and I love the Triune God that Jesus has brought me to participate within. I love Jesus. I love him. Without his unbreakable grip upon my heart none of this would mean anything. I simply love him. Evangelical Calvinism is not some academic thing for me, it has become a symbol, but not something that slavishly identifies me; I am a slave of Christ, that is what identifies me, and I would think any good Evangelical Calvinist would want the same to be known of them.

Finally, I love my family. My wife of 15 years is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me, other than my relationship with Jesus Christ. My kids are growing fast, my daughter is a new teenager, and my son is getting there; they are beautiful to me. I feel inadequate as a dad and husband, so I look to Christ to be my adequacy, and struggle with his resurrection power to help me to be the best dad and husband that I can be. I usually fail miserably at this endeavor, but God’s grace has thankfully been shed abroad, deeply, in the life of my wife and my kid’s; it seems to allow them to at least put up with me.

My extended family (mom, dad, brother, sister et al.), well I haven’t been to Southern California for almost five years (which is unthinkable to me! we used to go at least once a year to visit), to see them there; although they have been here to visit me. I am praying that the Lord will allow us to visit them back in the homeland this year sometime (I just found out though that I won’t get vacation this year at work); please pray that this might happen still somehow.

That’s it.

Happy New Year, 2015!